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[fallingleaf]

[ it is, it was an impulsive thought, and after smiling into the kiss, he pulls back. ]

There were things I still wanted to ask you. If you’re willing to continue, after leaving.

[faezel]

Oh? Like what...?

[fallingleaf]

[ he considers, but kisses her again instead of asking questions for now.

Why not the both? ]

[faezel]

Kazuha...! [ she giggles against his lips! and breaks apart briefly. ] Do you want to ask me now, or...? After this? [ whatever "this" is! ]

[fallingleaf]

I’m working up the courage to ask.

[ he admits sheepishly ]

[faezel]

[ SHE LOOKS SLIGHTLY ALARMED, ]

Oh! ... I see ... [ um ... ] Well, take as long as you need, okay...?

[fallingleaf]

[ he laughs and kisses her briefly, ]

It’s nothing that serious. Just… I suppose I would want guidance.

[faezel]

You know I'm more than happy to give you that. [ she places her hand on his leg and strokes soothingly. ] Just let me know when, okay?

[fallingleaf]

Hmm.

Well… your last story made me think of the time I wanted to hurt people…

It was a lot more popular than I was expecting.

[faezel]

I see...! Yeah, you never know just by looking at someone what their sexual preferences are. There may be a lot of hidden masochists in the crowd. [ like her! ]

[fallingleaf]

I noticed.

I fell asleep in the hot springs after it, actually.

[faezel]

Is that so? Aw ... you must've been so tired!

[fallingleaf]

Mm.

But I don’t think I did it the way most of these, ah, masochists would have liked.

I only got close to what you described with one of them…

[ wanderer, it was wanderer ]

[faezel]

Well, Kazuha, you are a beginner. There's really no need for you to be hard on yourself about your performance because it was your first time trying something like that. You're pretty new to sex, too, so you should allow yourself a little bit of grace to make mistakes and not get things as perfectly as you'd have liked the first time around. It's a learning experience.

And if your partners put pressure on you for not being good enough, then that's just unacceptable.

[fallingleaf]

It’s not that.

[ he considers, ]

… I just want to ask for tips, honestly.

[faezel]

I see ...

What kind of tips are you after, then?

[fallingleaf]

... I have to fight against my nature to be that forceful in the first place. And I would worry about actually hurting someone.

[faezel]

Hmmm. Oh, this might be a bit out of my reach! I'm like you, I don't have it in my nature to be forceful. And worries about hurting people bothers me as well.

I think you have to ask yourself deep down if being in the position of a sexual sadist is something you truly enjoy. It's not fair to make yourself uncomfortable for the pleasure of others? Do you want to be sadistic and dominant when the time calls?

[fallingleaf]

[ he shakes his head, thoughtfully, ]

I don't think so. But... there's one person...

[ he pauses, and shakes his head, ]

What would you want, um, as someone who enjoys this?

[faezel]

Again ... I think that's kind of hard to answer. For me, I enjoy knowing my partner is enjoying it. It's hard for me to enjoy sex when I know the person involved is going out of their comfort zone just to appease me.

[fallingleaf]

Hmm.

I see...

[ he's thoughtful about this, but really, it is just inexperience talking ]

[faezel]

[ it's something to think about, isn't it? ]

Yeah. Everyone is different.

[fallingleaf]

I still have a lot to learn, then.

[ he sighs softly, ]

Thank you.

[faezel]

Kazuha ... we never stop learning. [ she takes a blossom from her hair and sets it down on the water, allowing it to drift out. ] It's part of life.

[fallingleaf]

A very wise sentiment.

[ he agrees, watching the flower float off.

Neither of them know this water is probably not very good for it. ]

A lesson that is probably learned many times over.